Thursday, December 24, 2009

Cloud Strife Costumes

Rat Christmas and happy holidays!

Many good wishes for Happy Holidays!



With my Christmas Rat





and the "little" Big Belly Santa Claus !!!!!

Cloud Strife Costumes

Rat Christmas and happy holidays!

Many good wishes for Happy Holidays!



With my Christmas Rat





and the "little" Big Belly Santa Claus !!!!!

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Buy Fleshlight Houston

Waiting for Christmas!

Waiting for Christmas, I go running to the right and left and as usual the day I fly.

Waiting for Christmas I'm really glad I took part in a forum xps original swap, the Swap Advent Calendar 2 (one, two, because the same type if they are created 3, for the interest charged as much!) .

From the first of the month, as dictated by tradition, for 24 days you get a popup Calendar and there is a little thought.
This swap in which I participated has translated little thoughts in the joys of crocettine!

Then each received a calendar (handmade by the person capacity) with the little thoughts that take us to 24.

And then the final 25, the Regalone !!:-)
This is the calendar that I've received from Barbara "bici09"


Spectacular!


And within the first 12 packages I found these gifts:

I made the picture in the first 12 days, the next dozen at the end of the swap and then the photo (and not wait to unwrap it! !) Gift of 25!

is not to describe the tingling in my hands when I had this little bit of stuff around and it was not yet time to open the packages ...!!!


Even now that are in the pipeline to try to resist, do not open all at once is a great undertaking!

But the thing that stops me is knowing that every morning when I wake up is a gift waiting for me and there's nothing better than to have breakfast and open a present! Brighten your day!
Now way to other committees pre season, and the next post the photo of the Rat Christmas ^ _ ^

Buy Fleshlight Houston

Waiting for Christmas!

Waiting for Christmas, I go running to the right and left and as usual the day I fly.

Waiting for Christmas I'm really glad I took part in a forum xps original swap, the Swap Advent Calendar 2 (one, two, because the same type if they are created 3, for the interest charged as much!) .

From the first of the month, as dictated by tradition, for 24 days you get a popup Calendar and there is a little thought.
This swap in which I participated has translated little thoughts in the joys of crocettine!

Then each received a calendar (handmade by the person capacity) with the little thoughts that take us to 24.

And then the final 25, the Regalone !!:-)
This is the calendar that I've received from Barbara "bici09"


Spectacular!


And within the first 12 packages I found these gifts:

I made the picture in the first 12 days, the next dozen at the end of the swap and then the photo (and not wait to unwrap it! !) Gift of 25!

is not to describe the tingling in my hands when I had this little bit of stuff around and it was not yet time to open the packages ...!!!


Even now that are in the pipeline to try to resist, do not open all at once is a great undertaking!

But the thing that stops me is knowing that every morning when I wake up is a gift waiting for me and there's nothing better than to have breakfast and open a present! Brighten your day!
Now way to other committees pre season, and the next post the photo of the Rat Christmas ^ _ ^

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

German Figurines For Sale

Halloween Swap and more!

As I wrote earlier, I participated in a swap group on yahoo Stitch, and it was a halloween theme

I received a wonderful swap from Elena!
The therapeutic pad is a great news for me!
is also stuffed cherry stones that can heat or cool depending on the use if they want to do!
Then I kindly joined two skeins variation of the wonderful buttons and ribbons in shades of Halloween and autumn I have delighted the eyes and heart!
Thanks
here Elena , you did too!
(in his blog the photos are much better than mine, I highly recommend you give us a jump!)


But I have sent to Ilaria this panel, and even if they are always very self-critical to me, for being the first attempt around the embroidery frame, I do not complain much ... a little more upright but I could go!
I also loved the themed plates and napkins, halloween but I have not forgotten the photo .. the rush to pack up!


to change all kind, since even the photo of the two bags that made me vex and because I was in shortage of time and with deadlines looming, and because I have a serious problem with the crosses: psychophysically double stitch weighs on me to death!
I would be able to face (well, let's talk ..) a heart design and embroidery of heaven, but faced with two identical 30 x 30 ricamini collapse miserably!





And just for the record, I'm back into play with a new RAT this time Loredana decided will be themed Christmas!
I was invited to the wedding, and now I have only to decide which scheme will be the lucky one among the countless that I enjoy doing!
Still I'm thinking ... mumble mumble!!

German Figurines For Sale

Halloween Swap and more!

As I wrote earlier, I participated in a swap group on yahoo Stitch, and it was a halloween theme

I received a wonderful swap from Elena!
The therapeutic pad is a great news for me!
is also stuffed cherry stones that can heat or cool depending on the use if they want to do!
Then I kindly joined two skeins variation of the wonderful buttons and ribbons in shades of Halloween and autumn I have delighted the eyes and heart!
Thanks
here Elena , you did too!
(in his blog the photos are much better than mine, I highly recommend you give us a jump!)


But I have sent to Ilaria this panel, and even if they are always very self-critical to me, for being the first attempt around the embroidery frame, I do not complain much ... a little more upright but I could go!
I also loved the themed plates and napkins, halloween but I have not forgotten the photo .. the rush to pack up!


to change all kind, since even the photo of the two bags that made me vex and because I was in shortage of time and with deadlines looming, and because I have a serious problem with the crosses: psychophysically double stitch weighs on me to death!
I would be able to face (well, let's talk ..) a heart design and embroidery of heaven, but faced with two identical 30 x 30 ricamini collapse miserably!





And just for the record, I'm back into play with a new RAT this time Loredana decided will be themed Christmas!
I was invited to the wedding, and now I have only to decide which scheme will be the lucky one among the countless that I enjoy doing!
Still I'm thinking ... mumble mumble!!

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Does Wwe Pay Athletes Medical Expenses

Rat Halloween


cesarini in the area, but final details are missing some kind of microstelline I should do but I finished the yarn of which I was most certain to have a spare: or has slipped away from the box of duplicates or I'm acting nasty head at the time the inventory .... buttons us reflect for a moment because I would like to choose your time, but meanwhile here is the photo (mediocre but I did it with artificial light) of my halloween rat!


waxing moon design


Does Wwe Pay Athletes Medical Expenses

Rat Halloween


cesarini in the area, but final details are missing some kind of microstelline I should do but I finished the yarn of which I was most certain to have a spare: or has slipped away from the box of duplicates or I'm acting nasty head at the time the inventory .... buttons us reflect for a moment because I would like to choose your time, but meanwhile here is the photo (mediocre but I did it with artificial light) of my halloween rat!


waxing moon design


Monday, October 12, 2009

Low Cervix 4 Days Before Period

Updates Sal Rat Swap

baffles me that time passes so fast, but in between there was a whole series of unexpected "I have absorbed all the time but most attention.

What can I say?

now we go back to Moving with the times right to return to the usual routine, so soon forget the inconvenience that you collect on the way of life ...



For a start I would like to see my contribution to the deck-surprise-a welcome gift for the little Marina, and his mother Laura !

was a collage (fully assembled by Sara ) of all embroidery Sherry, maker of patterns that just like the new mom, and I chose among the possible embroidery that cow "flying"!





Then I put on a par with the photos of Sal tin wire, which is stalled due to lack of crosses during the sultry months.
Now I'm recovering I had outstanding embroidery and embroidery that I have to swap in maturity because, rat and sal so I'm playing a discrete number of scraps of wire!

Here's a picture of the situation in the ninth round of the Sal tin the wires!



I also made two ricamini for RR cooked and eaten dry
for Laura who asked theme Poppies and red tulips



for dry Carla who has asked in the kitchen as a theme JJ


Work in progress


Meanwhile I am finishing my Rat , Halloween theme, and I decided to join the Sal that always opened on his blog. I am late, but I thought if you do it or not, then I kindly Loredana "convinced" (:-DDD) and so I also Salleggio this beautiful pattern here!
A quick recovery of the two stages!

not happy, I marked the Halloween Swap Group on Yahoo Stitch, and I'm producing for this, then I'm moving for the Advent Swap 2 on xsp forum.


Just so I can then complain that never comes (otherwise I do not understand what strange process always leads me to do three thousand things about the statements, of course), I am finishing a commissioned work for two twins boys born in August , and maybe I'll get even embroidered material for female twins in September ... but the picture at the right time for this work in progress!

I think it's all ... I'm going to throw down some cross that is better!

Low Cervix 4 Days Before Period

Updates Sal Rat Swap

baffles me that time passes so fast, but in between there was a whole series of unexpected "I have absorbed all the time but most attention.

What can I say?

now we go back to Moving with the times right to return to the usual routine, so soon forget the inconvenience that you collect on the way of life ...



For a start I would like to see my contribution to the deck-surprise-a welcome gift for the little Marina, and his mother Laura !

was a collage (fully assembled by Sara ) of all embroidery Sherry, maker of patterns that just like the new mom, and I chose among the possible embroidery that cow "flying"!





Then I put on a par with the photos of Sal tin wire, which is stalled due to lack of crosses during the sultry months.
Now I'm recovering I had outstanding embroidery and embroidery that I have to swap in maturity because, rat and sal so I'm playing a discrete number of scraps of wire!

Here's a picture of the situation in the ninth round of the Sal tin the wires!



I also made two ricamini for RR cooked and eaten dry
for Laura who asked theme Poppies and red tulips



for dry Carla who has asked in the kitchen as a theme JJ


Work in progress


Meanwhile I am finishing my Rat , Halloween theme, and I decided to join the Sal that always opened on his blog. I am late, but I thought if you do it or not, then I kindly Loredana "convinced" (:-DDD) and so I also Salleggio this beautiful pattern here!
A quick recovery of the two stages!

not happy, I marked the Halloween Swap Group on Yahoo Stitch, and I'm producing for this, then I'm moving for the Advent Swap 2 on xsp forum.


Just so I can then complain that never comes (otherwise I do not understand what strange process always leads me to do three thousand things about the statements, of course), I am finishing a commissioned work for two twins boys born in August , and maybe I'll get even embroidered material for female twins in September ... but the picture at the right time for this work in progress!

I think it's all ... I'm going to throw down some cross that is better!

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Blood Pressure 110/48 Pregnant

my first participation in a ... Sal

BLOG CANDY!


Yeah, I saw so many in the blogs I read and I follow that in the end I am determined to participate in one, and this is my first blog candy here:
Created by The
of blog, a very good crocettina the turbo needle that produces masterpieces as naturally (and time) with which I am a four crosses !!!:- DD
For those wishing to take part, just visit his Blog and scoring like I did, there is time until August 31!

Blood Pressure 110/48 Pregnant

my first participation in a ... Sal

BLOG CANDY!


Yeah, I saw so many in the blogs I read and I follow that in the end I am determined to participate in one, and this is my first blog candy here:
Created by The
of blog, a very good crocettina the turbo needle that produces masterpieces as naturally (and time) with which I am a four crosses !!!:- DD
For those wishing to take part, just visit his Blog and scoring like I did, there is time until August 31!

Friday, August 28, 2009

Where I Can Find Free Plans For Dune Buggies

wires (on vacation) and RAT!

Well, I think it was understood that from the point of view "embroidery" has paralyzed the summer I want to cross.

The last post was that of June ...


But unfortunately, when it's muggy heat I can not find nice embroidery, especially because quarrel with needles that become soiled, sweaty hands, the location where embroidery makes me sweat even more ... . well, I made holiday with the spreaders and even the back of the welding wire has had a setback.


There is no difference in the jar that I photographed in June, for the simple fact that what little I have stitched so far has been "fruitless" in terms of litter, let me explain: I stitched a little thought to a friend, and that has yet to be completed and because of the heat, I placed in the cooler room in the house when I was more in line timetable can also of course until the heat got the better. The waste that produced them carelessly aside in an ashtray that takes in everything except cigarette butts, even at home because you do not smoke anymore.

all'Omo Jump to think of home, which is famous for not even move a Pagliuca, it is the schiribizzo and put desperate housewife to do, among other things, emptying the ashtrays with leftover yarn?!

And how could "blame" this decision? For an outsider spreader that is equivalent to "throwing stuff", there would never be able to get if you enter the world of cross stitch of these levels!!

And I tell them there are not wasted on this because it already looks at me astonished and embroidery and just, let's say that even if the waste yarn for me to have a value! :-D


But by yesterday afternoon, the time has given us a boost of cool by putting down a little bit of water with a healthy time, finding in me mourning for this event!

Then as if by magic, with this tropical temperaure less I want to rise to the surface of crosses, and shivering from the pick up where I left off!


Then restart as well as what had gone or departing, here I am to take part in a new initiative!


RAT ie "embroidered on the theme" an idea born from the imagination of the mind dear and has simple rules, I take back from his blog: In the RAT is not

a common pattern as can be in Sal, but only one theme: each embroider what he wants! And, of course, there is a time limit within which we must finish your embroidery.

Just to avoid misunderstanding: the RAT not send anything to anyone, there are no matches, no more: it works just like in the SAL, participants held her embroidery!

So you just have to choose the embroidery with which you wish to participate and get to work, but be careful where they keep their choice secret until the end of embroidery!

And for the first RAT

the theme is HALLOWEEN!

and the deadline is October 25th!

give me give me, I've already decided which ricamino do, because I had my "I Wish stitching dall'halloween last and what the occasion is more just than this initiative?

More to follow, with my back on track with regard to cross stitch!

Where I Can Find Free Plans For Dune Buggies

wires (on vacation) and RAT!

Well, I think it was understood that from the point of view "embroidery" has paralyzed the summer I want to cross.

The last post was that of June ...


But unfortunately, when it's muggy heat I can not find nice embroidery, especially because quarrel with needles that become soiled, sweaty hands, the location where embroidery makes me sweat even more ... . well, I made holiday with the spreaders and even the back of the welding wire has had a setback.


There is no difference in the jar that I photographed in June, for the simple fact that what little I have stitched so far has been "fruitless" in terms of litter, let me explain: I stitched a little thought to a friend, and that has yet to be completed and because of the heat, I placed in the cooler room in the house when I was more in line timetable can also of course until the heat got the better. The waste that produced them carelessly aside in an ashtray that takes in everything except cigarette butts, even at home because you do not smoke anymore.

all'Omo Jump to think of home, which is famous for not even move a Pagliuca, it is the schiribizzo and put desperate housewife to do, among other things, emptying the ashtrays with leftover yarn?!

And how could "blame" this decision? For an outsider spreader that is equivalent to "throwing stuff", there would never be able to get if you enter the world of cross stitch of these levels!!

And I tell them there are not wasted on this because it already looks at me astonished and embroidery and just, let's say that even if the waste yarn for me to have a value! :-D


But by yesterday afternoon, the time has given us a boost of cool by putting down a little bit of water with a healthy time, finding in me mourning for this event!

Then as if by magic, with this tropical temperaure less I want to rise to the surface of crosses, and shivering from the pick up where I left off!


Then restart as well as what had gone or departing, here I am to take part in a new initiative!


RAT ie "embroidered on the theme" an idea born from the imagination of the mind dear and has simple rules, I take back from his blog: In the RAT is not

a common pattern as can be in Sal, but only one theme: each embroider what he wants! And, of course, there is a time limit within which we must finish your embroidery.

Just to avoid misunderstanding: the RAT not send anything to anyone, there are no matches, no more: it works just like in the SAL, participants held her embroidery!

So you just have to choose the embroidery with which you wish to participate and get to work, but be careful where they keep their choice secret until the end of embroidery!

And for the first RAT

the theme is HALLOWEEN!

and the deadline is October 25th!

give me give me, I've already decided which ricamino do, because I had my "I Wish stitching dall'halloween last and what the occasion is more just than this initiative?

More to follow, with my back on track with regard to cross stitch!

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Grand Touring Vs High Performance Tires

54 years: Playboy "involuntary" Over the fence



I have always loved - deeply and sincerely - women. Not only those (definitely a minority) that have attracted me sexually. No, women in general, women as privileged human beings. Women repositories of skills and virtues that delineate precisely, femininity, and that make me smile and angry when they claim (anachronistically) a distorted and not very desirable "gender equality" (which will perhaps masochistic?).
admit that the women with whom I have closer relationships have always been quite beautiful, and certainly this is my limit, I'm trying to exorcise sometimes with jokes, never bad, but which often then I am ashamed. However I believe that everything that has declined with the female gender tends to be nicer, sweeter, more valuable and more desirable.
I think it's mostly due to my genuine feelings of whether women with whom I have come in contact with most personal I have often gratified by their attention, with their love and almost always (I think!) With their obvious loyalty and sharing.
But the point is not that, nor do I believe that you have very important that you read my personal stories, subject to the considerations that in some cases, you may obtain at your own use and consumption. General reflections, genuine, probably suited to be extended, at least in part, to those who have had different experiences to those who live the reality of another kind.
tell I love my life, for better or for worse, because - like it or not - was (and is having) little ordinary. Definitely not a balanced person: I am getting at least this good fortune ...
Since I was a connoisseur of psychoanalysis (the real one!), It does not matter that I recognize that discipline un'irrisoria therapeutic validity (after all we are made much more than abstractions of biology): The fact is that it is a really unique interpretative model of the unconscious psychic mechanisms.
And in this case I try to apply that model to my recent experience of living alone, a bit 'seasoned rather decided to send a message to those who do not quite believe the mysterious ability of the human mind.
On 17 December 2008 I lost my wife. I had never witnessed the death of a person, and I found myself living this unpleasant experience just as the protagonist was - in the literal sense - "the other half of me."
I did not even cry: I had four years to make assumptions about how, when and where it would be expired. In the end, death is trivial when you know previously that the most important person in your life is already been condemned, without appeal, the sole true God "omnipotent" means the cancer cell.
And there began the loneliness, the real, cruel and oppressive. It is not a sensation is that people will avoid (usually in direct proportion with the benefits you had before), the relatives are serving their pain with the comfort of family warmth, and you stay alone and beaten like a dog other times. There is also
started - a little 'surprise and, strangely enough, not want - an unexpected explosion of desirability, of which I should mention that, in my opinion, is a very symbolic demonstration power (uncontrollable) of our unconscious.
Let me explain: I do not think you ever have problems in establishing relationships with women that I want, but honestly I never, not even twenty or thirty years, I found I had to face simultaneously a well-assorted crowd of comely (and explicit ) suitors. Yet for almost 54 years now I have, show, to say the least, a robust bacon and dedicated to the care of my appearance even less attention than it already did at a young age.
Not only a year and a half from my brother prescrittimi antidepressants psychiatrist to cope with the situation had given me at first, as a delightful side effect, a situation of substantial anorgasmia (Nice pictures for my fans but not so for me) and then a steep fall in libido that had brought much to the lows of my amateur skills.
finally - icing on the cake! - My flourishing publishing business and my substantial real estate assets had already given way to a mountain of debt and financial hardship obvious: hard to believe, therefore, attention to "concerned" by the fair sex ...
The question, therefore, is spontaneous sort: why this unexpected aura of "irresistible" has exploded in just such a difficult time and theoretically unfavorable of my life? And how was never completely "unintentional" in the sense that I have done nothing - not consciously, at least - to seduce these beautiful creatures? Indeed, to be precise, I was too taken by the pain of my loss to consider the possibility of an interest in other women.
One answer, of course, I'd already given me (and will be the subject of my next post) and I founded and is all the more likely the more I think of an apparent (apparent!) Contradiction between this mysterious "appeal" and difficulties, however, to find a loving companion and willing to offer me a bit 'of human relations. Contrary to what I had almost always happened before, my current interlocutors seem to be in fact interested only in relations of a sexual nature, or otherwise not too exciting.
This is the "downside," also just want (and also easily explained by the psychoanalytic point of view), this particular type of seduction ...


Grand Touring Vs High Performance Tires

54 years: Playboy "involuntary" Over the fence



I have always loved - deeply and sincerely - women. Not only those (definitely a minority) that have attracted me sexually. No, women in general, women as privileged human beings. Women repositories of skills and virtues that delineate precisely, femininity, and that make me smile and angry when they claim (anachronistically) a distorted and not very desirable "gender equality" (which will perhaps masochistic?).
admit that the women with whom I have closer relationships have always been quite beautiful, and certainly this is my limit, I'm trying to exorcise sometimes with jokes, never bad, but which often then I am ashamed. However I believe that everything that has declined with the female gender tends to be nicer, sweeter, more valuable and more desirable.
I think it's mostly due to my genuine feelings of whether women with whom I have come in contact with most personal I have often gratified by their attention, with their love and almost always (I think!) With their obvious loyalty and sharing.
But the point is not that, nor do I believe that you have very important that you read my personal stories, subject to the considerations that in some cases, you may obtain at your own use and consumption. General reflections, genuine, probably suited to be extended, at least in part, to those who have had different experiences to those who live the reality of another kind.
tell I love my life, for better or for worse, because - like it or not - was (and is having) little ordinary. Definitely not a balanced person: I am getting at least this good fortune ...
Since I was a connoisseur of psychoanalysis (the real one!), It does not matter that I recognize that discipline un'irrisoria therapeutic validity (after all we are made much more than abstractions of biology): The fact is that it is a really unique interpretative model of the unconscious psychic mechanisms.
And in this case I try to apply that model to my recent experience of living alone, a bit 'seasoned rather decided to send a message to those who do not quite believe the mysterious ability of the human mind.
On 17 December 2008 I lost my wife. I had never witnessed the death of a person, and I found myself living this unpleasant experience just as the protagonist was - in the literal sense - "the other half of me."
I did not even cry: I had four years to make assumptions about how, when and where it would be expired. In the end, death is trivial when you know previously that the most important person in your life is already been condemned, without appeal, the sole true God "omnipotent" means the cancer cell.
And there began the loneliness, the real, cruel and oppressive. It is not a sensation is that people will avoid (usually in direct proportion with the benefits you had before), the relatives are serving their pain with the comfort of family warmth, and you stay alone and beaten like a dog other times. There is also
started - a little 'surprise and, strangely enough, not want - an unexpected explosion of desirability, of which I should mention that, in my opinion, is a very symbolic demonstration power (uncontrollable) of our unconscious.
Let me explain: I do not think you ever have problems in establishing relationships with women that I want, but honestly I never, not even twenty or thirty years, I found I had to face simultaneously a well-assorted crowd of comely (and explicit ) suitors. Yet for almost 54 years now I have, show, to say the least, a robust bacon and dedicated to the care of my appearance even less attention than it already did at a young age.
Not only a year and a half from my brother prescrittimi antidepressants psychiatrist to cope with the situation had given me at first, as a delightful side effect, a situation of substantial anorgasmia (Nice pictures for my fans but not so for me) and then a steep fall in libido that had brought much to the lows of my amateur skills.
finally - icing on the cake! - My flourishing publishing business and my substantial real estate assets had already given way to a mountain of debt and financial hardship obvious: hard to believe, therefore, attention to "concerned" by the fair sex ...
The question, therefore, is spontaneous sort: why this unexpected aura of "irresistible" has exploded in just such a difficult time and theoretically unfavorable of my life? And how was never completely "unintentional" in the sense that I have done nothing - not consciously, at least - to seduce these beautiful creatures? Indeed, to be precise, I was too taken by the pain of my loss to consider the possibility of an interest in other women.
One answer, of course, I'd already given me (and will be the subject of my next post) and I founded and is all the more likely the more I think of an apparent (apparent!) Contradiction between this mysterious "appeal" and difficulties, however, to find a loving companion and willing to offer me a bit 'of human relations. Contrary to what I had almost always happened before, my current interlocutors seem to be in fact interested only in relations of a sexual nature, or otherwise not too exciting.
This is the "downside," also just want (and also easily explained by the psychoanalytic point of view), this particular type of seduction ...


Sunday, July 26, 2009

Ladies Wearing Open Girdles




The woman you see in this picture (which I do not do it justice) has more than forty years, is as beautiful as the sun, soda, hot and stunning body with a beautiful girl. But it is also extraordinarily intelligent, sensitive and affectionate helpful and generous.
I had the privilege to love and to receive all his love for 36 years, our entire adult life, I had the nerve to betray a thousand times without ever being returned, I had the need to always love with you to see, inevitably, that the bodies of my other (passionate and beautiful) women could not withstand any comparison. I had, finally, the agony of dying in the arms messing around, day after day, night after night, in total solitude of those who ought to feel crushed by unsolicited advice (and still do not have any glimmer of intelligence or sensitivity) knowing that it can not do nothing to save her, knowingly deceiving be able to hew out of the death even when it is no longer able to walk, talk, swallow ... but still manages to smile.
But in this photo, oddly, "Migi Me" does not have his usual smile, charming and full of love, there still has not (or at least not known to have) a number of abnormal cells, and multi-faceted - they yes! - The Almighty, who will eat your brain, the dignity of life, who will make fun of all the unlikely event of a merciful god, or even moderately sadistic, which will consolidate my unconditional disgust towards those who are already willing to pray, even to flatter a such a monster!
Of course I do not believe in God, even if the hypothesis threatening its existence has misled my preadolescence, torturing (thankfully briefly) my hormones and my intelligence, I fished in that superstitious fear of a hypothetical ancestral eternal damnation that has always been the cause of concrete earthly damnations.
But the point is this: to believe in God (especially in a god so shamelessly anthropomorphic) is, in light of incontrovertible scientific knowledge today, a matter of sheer ignorance, to which you may therefore recognize a form of pity (but always dangerous!) indulgence.
No, the problem is different, and far more serious. Let's pretend that this god actually exists, and corresponds exactly quell'onnipotente a criminal psychopath who is carefully photographed in the Bible (in the Bible, I repeat, not in my descriptions). Well, what can we think of those who are willing to "pray and worship" such a mug? What lesson "moral" we can learn from these people who sell their idol with a yearning for praise and celebration and give a "mysterious divine plan" the cause of their deaths?
One can only shudder!
Consider, then, to the thriving industry of "miracle" (other than Vanna Marchi!), And assume that behind that of money swirling around something is true, ignoring for a moment, the various statistical studies serious to the contrary about the so-called "miracle cures" let's pretend, to understand, that Our Lady of Vattelapesca or Padre Pio on duty have actually given these incomprehensible phenomena (which occur, however, with identical statistical incidence, even in the absence prayers and rituals of other barbarians). Let us admit that it's all true, and at that point, let us ask ourselves the following question: why a significant minority of people are granted this privilege that is denied but the vast majority (with particular reference to the many innocent children astray from the most painful diseases) ?
How do you consider "gentlemen" (or "ladies" in the case of the varied landscape of the Madonna that we have) like ministers of God, corrupt, biased, cruel as their omnipotent coordinator?

At this point, however, I would not want my diary is framed as an outright atheist manifesto: I'm sorry if you confuse the part with the whole, the effect for the cause. Atheism is the logical and inevitable consequence of free thought and, in general, jump over the fence. "
But the problems of the fence are many and varied. Cooper warned about the dangerous fallacy of believing what you use "obvious," Karl Marx and asked us to live as we think to avoid thinking about how we live.
Our lives (and our society) is heavily influenced by inhibition, guilt, fear, superstition and death instinct (Thanatos), but - even worse! - Unable to free itself from its own barbarism by virtue of dogma and prejudice.
Or rather, the first category of limitations, being characterized by purely emotional roots, it is more difficult to remove, while the latter "should" be accessible to reflection, critical intelligence and spirit, and "could", then point, provide a valuable aid to the quality of life and inner freedom of the individual.
"Beyond the fence "interprets this very desperate (but not useless!) attempt to oppose the arrogant stupidity of the dogma Energy (humility) of a critical spirit and at the same time, to transmit a bit 'of that freedom of mind - unfortunately - it acquires when it is no longer anything to lose.
that any day I've really lost everything (love, family, work, wealth, friends) I still refused compassion (because I would not have had anyway, do not be fooled!) And now I feel sad, but " Tough, and my goal is to convey to those who want what profit there was in my recent experience, more than ever in our thinking.
I know that my company will be a failure (in terms of numbers, not quality of audience), and I also know that if it does not I'll be dying a violent death ... but even that scares me.
Sure, 54 years (I hope well worn, but there are, there is also a healthy "gut"), my "sad happiness" is supported by an embarrassing number of women who fall in love with me (much more when I was 20), new young friends who appreciate me and from which I draw a lot, because I pay my dues (slowly, but I pay them!) only for a choice of fairness (because they have nothing else to seizures), the fact that I do not mind the difference between when - a few years ago - earned (and declared as the last of idiots!) a sea of \u200b\u200bmoney and now, instead I gain time to time what I need to live (and in this sense are much more "rich" when I was a millionaire ...).
And also the fact that my children ("our" children) are now big, healthy and happy (despite the endless sadness of those who feel they have lost a mother immeasurable!) And may know that I am an unrepentant womanizer, that I am not afraid to die, that I was 21 years in prison with very serious charges (although even the judges knew very well that I had not committed any crime!), which I have no problem coming back, nor innocent nor guilty, not more than even the (few) social conventions that had made me - despite everything - a " estimated gentleman ", and anyway I am now definitely ..." over the fence. " And do not wish to return ...